i was losing faith..
Please note: This post was written some time ago (22 years ago). I was only 23 years old when this post was written. My perspectives, knowledge, and opinions may have evolved significantly since then. While the content might still offer valuable insights, I encourage readers to consider it in the context of its publication date.
Recently, I experienced something that could be described as a losing of faith. When I would it back and relax, I would not be able to relax - a sort of strife was happeneing in my head. However, recently I made peace with the contentious point and now I have nothing which is causing undesireables. Lucky for me. I guess I need to remember that it is important not to plan to far ahead when dealing with others, and that I should always live day by day - not week by week or month by month.