i hate endings
Please note: This post was written some time ago (21 years ago). My perspectives, knowledge, and opinions may have evolved significantly since then. While the content might still offer valuable insights, I encourage readers to consider it in the context of its publication date.
i am not good at them. at all. even if they are temporary. or synthetic.
i hate being sad.
i hate mood swings too. jesus. this shit sucks.
but I have to say. it is getting better. even if it seems like it isn’t.