after writing to myself on here. haha. now sleep is the next bet. I do think it is funny. how you can talk yourself down from stuff. especially funny is how my talking myself down is posting my feelings which are inside of me to a public web page. haha. I rule the new school. obviously.

blog privacy/public dynamics are very interesting and I think need further investigation. I would like to study these topics one day. just not right now. I need to sleep or do amphetamines. and I don’t think starting a new hobby would be a good idea now. so I will sleep.