personal-reflection
oh yea.
i am pretty sure i was a bit tipsy when i wrote my last rant/entry. hah. but nobody knows. i can’t possibly imagine that it makes a whole …last night.
So yesterday i got up rather late ~ like 3pm. That isn’t really unusual. I usually get up quite late on saturdays. I was thinking that i …blog blog blog... i am so kinda sleepy and tired of blogging for a minute
When i have more time and less mess in my head i imagine i will be more apt to blog. i miss the days of the casual blog. ok. enough. i need …blogging is sometimes hard. yea know. cuz it takes effort
So i don’t usually do it. i only do it when i feel its easy - or maybe when it is hardest. i don’t really know. i imagine you can totally …wow. today was crazy
so after a week of work that last about 64+ hours I am about to fall asleep - even though I went to bed soo damned early last night that I …the stones are falling from the ceiling and making a fortress
i know I haven’t updated in a while. do you think you can forgive me? I hope so. we all go through times where computers burn our fingers …o m g. i am sooo busted.
i totally didn’t know that my blog was public. haha. jk. so I was talking to my friend and she relayed information that my blog was the …blue blue blue
today is pretty good. I may have gone out tooo much last night. not really late mind you. maybe too many libations. or maybe too little …ok ok
so my last post wasn’t meant to be as sad as writing at 5 in the morning will make it. but anyway. this is really good.front by front
One you lock the target, Two you bait the line, Three you slowly spread the net And four you catch the man! i am maybe drunk. it sucks. cuz …done
i am tore down. i am thinking about taking most of tonight off. heh. my life is awesome.did I mention awesome?my world is weird
the whole thing is so strange. I think I coudl say that right now I am experiencing some of the strangest emotions and experiences I have …usually
i have nothing good to say. but I just type away.jumpin jumpin
tonight I am going to dinner with morgan. it is kinda weird. I haven’t seen her since we broke up. I am a bit apprenhensive - not really …ein
tonight I saw einstuzende neubauten. I am tired. it was good. I hung out with cole and my friend kelly who bartends at metro. it was pretty …it has and it will be. ghosts in my eyes
the last couple days have been pretty weird. I didn’t feel like posting at all. which is in itself pretty different. usually I post as a …gray. i am starting to hate dismantling.
today everything I am wearing is either grey or black. even my underwear and socks. it is kinds funny. I didn’t mrean to and I didn’t really …i am incredibly tired.
i feel better. even matt said I looked and acted more chilled out. I really feel more chilled out. morgan and I talked and came to a point …i feel the need to update this thing.
well. basically I feel right now that when you get down it is pretty easy to look up. I just had a meeting. it was really dumb. I stopped …jajaja
today I installed my new router, looked over my taxes, accidently watched a really dumb movie and discussed white privilege with a friend. …this morning.
I woke up and attempted my hardest to not make it to work. however, much to my chagrin, I now find myself at work. on the way in - I …yesterday i wasn't...
i was so weird yesterday. I didn’t want to be at work. so I just did my work without mentioning a word to anyone - and I reacted poorly when …night and fog
last night morgan and I watched night and fog - a really good documentary on the horrors of the german concentration camps in europe during …i am incompetent
today I got up late for work again. it is stupid. I recently oredered a new alarm clock. it is a sony sleep machine. but it doesn’t get me …bubba ho-tep
On saturday night, matiss and I went to bubba ho-tep. it was really great. chris said it was perfect - and I have to partially agree with …so the cubs lost
heh. it sucks. all of my coworkers are gong to be sad. hopefully they will get over it soon. stupid sports. we should have never let them …sweetness...
give it to me.. give it to me yea.. its my weakness.. so today is the first day in a fair number of days that I am not coked out of my mind …king diamond rules.
seriously.. awesome.. you should check it out. herei am currently listening to kind diamond and lali puna on shuffle.balthus spooks me out.i …drug user
i keep thinking up parts of my original sabatoged post.. so here it goes.. I was going to make a new web project for the month of june.. I …music
Check out this site and then buy a bunch of music there. It rules. Today was out of control. I worked a lot.. but I didn’t feel like I got …once again
i feel like I have been ehre before. it is almost four o clock.. although the post will not have that time stamp.. the server’s time is a …ROAR
tonight I am going to see cursive. it should be fun. I really like that band. but what I like more is this. It is very funny. ;) ;)So we are …ben a. wile
I for some reason had an aversion to updating my website this week. I think it was cuz I was so busy at work. serious. I was crazy busy. and …Thoughts about the past/future and distance
I thought os a addition to this weblog awhile ago.. but it has left me. I am writing it anyway.. without a clue as to where it will lead me. …today
today was strange. I slept in too long. I have been playing quak eand legos. both of which cause me to stay up far far too late. it sucks. I …belle and sebastion
Tonight my friend and myself went and saw belle and sebastion at the congress. It was incredible. They really rocked the house something …heh
Check out my friend pam. It is a good pic. That dudes site is kinda wierd. hehe. Man I have posted a lot of nudie pics in the last couple of …the tax man..
tonight.. I did and possibly finished my taxes. it is incredible. I thought this day would never come. It wasn’t very hard. especailly with …fashion victim
This weekend was actually quite good. Friday I hung out with my best friedn in the whole world.. and we had an incredible time. It is a …tonight..
Tonight I went out with a good friend of mine. it is wierd because they are originally kstar’s friend. but somehow I grafted them over to be …Today...
Today is kinda tough. I didn’t sleep well last night.. maybe it had to do with me staying up until all hours of the morning. It is still …It is better
today was hard. I was able to hold up. Work was ok. I am trying to decide a hobby. maybe direct TV hacking.. maybe console stuff.. maybe …good day
Today seems to be a good day. I think i am coming down from my cold. I have a bunch of energy, i want to do web stuf.. i mean what could …fice
Today i wrote 5 pages of my paper.. hehe all on that bastard Giordano Bruno… Dumb ass.. anyway my parents are flying in and i hope to hang …