self-reflection
i rule
So i was persuing google and i was googling my name - yea know checking up on myself. doing a background search to see if i am insane and …for some unknown and probably trivial reason
i am rather irritable. I am getting annoyed at the smallest thigns. it is kinda entertaining. that is how rediculous it is. I understand …i woke up today. late.
at about 3. I then went to watcht the incredibles with hiromi. it ruled. I liked it a lot. then I went to target and got a no region dvd …whooooo
boy oh boy. I am in a crazy mood this morning. besides getting up at 7:30 for NO reason - I have been standing in front of the bathroom …i feel better
after writing to myself on here. haha. now sleep is the next bet. I do think it is funny. how you can talk yourself down from stuff. …jumble
i hate feelings. I hate how small things can cause such weird reverberations within my self. it is hard. I can’t sleep. it hasn’t anything …i hate endings
i am not good at them. at all. even if they are temporary. or synthetic. i hate being sad. i hate mood swings too. jesus. this shit …whatever. haha.
herersync is my friend. I have a lot of friends. I was worried that I didn’t have any. I expressed that recently in a fit of fear and …i don't like this very much.
so. things didn’t get better. that is for sure. sometimes I hate rationality. I wish I didn’t have to speak in riddles and not make sense. …i cannot sleep
really I cannot I have been trying for close to 2 hours. and I can’t do it. I have thought about everything from ladies to my dream house …Last night i was resurrected.
So last night I went to the metro and hung out with my friends. it was the first time in awhile. I love going out. but recently I have been …i am dumb
stupid stupid stupid tivo. totally broke my eyes. my ears and my brain. so I gave up. better to start this weekend when I have more eyes. …i droppped like a ton of bricks
so my “wake up early” high has left and the tiredness has worn through. doh. Religion is a must for these poor folks. But I know the secret …tank destroyer. i mean my head is afire with thought
so .. the last 2 weeks I haven’t really hung out or gone out as much as I had before. it is weird when you go out an insane amount and then …26th hour
Last night I was possibly supposed to hang out with this friend/aquaintence. it didn’t happen so I went to lula and ate dinner with my …Red power
Last night at juggling club. I got into an argument with a strange suburban man who had good ideas, but was really stuck on how capitalism …Gravity
Once again, gravity is really having its way with me. It has tripped me and flung me about for the last time. I vow to stand up to gravity …i was losing faith..
Recently, I experienced something that could be described as a losing of faith. When I would it back and relax, I would not be able to relax …I don't know what is going on..
sometimes things.. when they seem most ontop.. are really on their way down.Hip Hop and you too
Hip Hop. Oh yes.. Well, another christmas has gone and went.. and to think i just started acknowledging the year 200 last month.. heh.. its …