mental-health
No. 10: Medical Pot and the Iraq Veteran
I just read this article. It is about an Iraq Veteran and his battle with post-traumatic stress. Pretty intense - but worth reading. You can …Shutting out the Sun: an interesting book about Japan
I have been reading this awesome book called Shutting out the Sun. It is by a Knight Ridder reporter who spent a lot of time in Japan and …oh yea.
i am pretty sure i was a bit tipsy when i wrote my last rant/entry. hah. but nobody knows. i can’t possibly imagine that it makes a whole …i rule
So i was persuing google and i was googling my name - yea know checking up on myself. doing a background search to see if i am insane and …hehe. life in shambles part 2
So my life was in shambles. but i am feeling it come back. For one. i cleaned my room. that seriously helped. I didn’t know i had so much …well well well
i am sleepy. I worked late again today. I worked late everyday for the last month. LAME. soon I will be taking a day for myself. I really …blue blue blue
today is pretty good. I may have gone out tooo much last night. not really late mind you. maybe too many libations. or maybe too little …done
i am tore down. i am thinking about taking most of tonight off. heh. my life is awesome.did I mention awesome?sick and tired
i am jet lagged. seriously. sleeping was a chore. it was like I was sleeping and falling at the same time. everything felt unstable. and my …i feel better
after writing to myself on here. haha. now sleep is the next bet. I do think it is funny. how you can talk yourself down from stuff. …jumble
i hate feelings. I hate how small things can cause such weird reverberations within my self. it is hard. I can’t sleep. it hasn’t anything …om
i am desprately tired. and possibly amid a financial crisis. in other news. my company seems pretty serious about sending me to india. it …i hate endings
i am not good at them. at all. even if they are temporary. or synthetic. i hate being sad. i hate mood swings too. jesus. this shit …so i woke up
and freaked out a bit. I finally calmed down and found out that it will all be ok. I wasn’t freaking out about anything in particular. just …i am incredibly tired.
i feel better. even matt said I looked and acted more chilled out. I really feel more chilled out. morgan and I talked and came to a point …i feel the need to update this thing.
well. basically I feel right now that when you get down it is pretty easy to look up. I just had a meeting. it was really dumb. I stopped …work.
so I came to work. it was nice to go outside. I guess moving is good. although it was tough leaving the comfort (and depression) of my room …this sucks. i have decided
so last night after morgan left I felt pretty good. like. “ok this will be fine. I understand. it is all good. I look forward to being her …i don't like this very much.
so. things didn’t get better. that is for sure. sometimes I hate rationality. I wish I didn’t have to speak in riddles and not make sense. …today..
so my accupunture last night was cool. it strangely seemed to effect my mood - which I was not quite ready for. I was totally a irrational, …lentil soup is roasting my ever dark soul: privacy issues!
this is a long entry heh. I wish I really was a darksider. I have had some really weird dreams the past couple days. first I had a dream I …i cannot sleep
really I cannot I have been trying for close to 2 hours. and I can’t do it. I have thought about everything from ladies to my dream house …Last night i was resurrected.
So last night I went to the metro and hung out with my friends. it was the first time in awhile. I love going out. but recently I have been …i am dumb
stupid stupid stupid tivo. totally broke my eyes. my ears and my brain. so I gave up. better to start this weekend when I have more eyes. …insanity
this is insanity linUXkilla (2:05:12 PM): http://www.ntv.co.jp/channel/asx/hkzkt03.asx phunktoad (2:05:15 PM): have you watched the little …i've got no legs. i've got no legs..
So there is this new movie out called whole which is about Body Integrity Identity Disorder - or the want to become a amputee. I haven’t …drug user
i keep thinking up parts of my original sabatoged post.. so here it goes.. I was going to make a new web project for the month of june.. I …so today i am a grown up...
after my brief bout with insanity due to over the counter drug use.. I decided to grow up. I know have a lawyer and I am reading information …whoa nelly.. wtf.. why is that album named that.. seriously..
man. I had a rough weekend. I am so so tired. t I r e d . . this entry will be composed of me complaining.. just letting you know ;). I have …cleanse
tonight was great. I got home.. I had been feeling like hell all afternoon. I took a shower. Which for some reason made me feel a lot …communication is KEY
Well. everythin gis better. We talked and I fessed up to my crimes. We figured out what and how to make things better. How to make things …blows
You know what this all feels like? it feels like when you have the wind knocked out of you. I read my previous posts and my eyes well up and …Today...
Today is kinda tough. I didn’t sleep well last night.. maybe it had to do with me staying up until all hours of the morning. It is still …sunshine
things are looking up… it is still really hard.. little things, they are the hardest. I imagine.. I will get a new hobby.. heh…After some concern...
Ha.. Well after numerous people have asked.. I did have a rough time lately. however I am ok now. I was just sad for a breif period and …i was losing faith..
Recently, I experienced something that could be described as a losing of faith. When I would it back and relax, I would not be able to relax …Sick
After being rather sick for the last couple days I have decided to cut off my own arms. You should all go by the game set it rules.Another wierd dream
So, I had another weird dream. this one was quite scary - not that weird good scary either. Real real scary. Not fun. it went like this: I …A very good sentence...
“Fixated offenders are not aware of the inherent detrimental nature of their actions because they exhibit a primitive sense of …K*star
Well. Everything has turned out to be wonderful. I have dated K*star for eight months. Officially the longest i have ever dated anyone.. …Insanity
I am going insane.. i spent 12 hours in a car today.. word.. that is a lot of hours.. i usually don’t mind.. the drive from iowa.. but this …New Me?
Today, I finish my paper. I am excited. I had a good weekend. I played with my brother, juggled against homophobia. Bought new clothes and …